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mouse painting i did for my art final! it’s acrylic on a little 6″x6″ canvas panel
I’ve gone through the entire sebastian debeste tag before and i. Need more content of my boy
Can I just talk for a minute about how important this scene is to me?
You have Sebastian, crybaby Sebastian who’s been emotionally and mentally manipulated his entire life and likely (personal headcanon here) physically abused by his father, and only hours ago he found out that the entire premise on which he set his world view was a complete fabrication also by his father.
His father, who is not so subtlety hinted to be the reason his mother “disappeared” when he was young.
His father, who has been calling him an idiot and a disappointment for as long as he can remember.
His father, who he became a prosecutor for in the hopes it would get his approval and affection.
And he is done.
Sebastian is done putting up with it.
He’s terrified and crying but he is finished with it. He went into that courtroom with a purpose and he isn’t going to leave. Blaise is going to pay for what he’s done to so many people and Sebastian is going to make sure of it. He’s decided that he’s going to be a better man than his father and he’s going to learn and become someone who deserves to wear a prosecutor’s badge.
And no he’s not suddenly not going to cry over all this, because no matter what it’s his father and this is going to be hard but he knows it has to be done. Sebastain Debeste is done letting his father walk all over him and all over others, and it’s okay that he’s still scared and still shaking and still crying because he made the decision to walk into that courtroom and face this head on when he could have easily run away and hid.
That’s just so, so so so SO important to me, to see him standing up to someone who has had power over him for his entire life because he knows they’re wrong. I cannot express in any type of word how proud this moment made me and still makes me to this day.
tl;dr: Sebastian Debeste is an amazing character and should be praised for what he does.