Hghghh I feel really self concious,, everyday when I get home from school no one’s in the house and so I just. Pace. Around the kitchen table and in the backyard and I info dump to myself. I don’t know why I do it but I. Can’t stop. I do this every day and I don’t know whyyyy. I don’t mind it, like, it’s like my brain is telling me to do that to keep me occupied. I sometimes do it when my family is how but I whisper. When they’re gone I can talk loudly. And sometimes I go for walks and then I’ll talk to myself all the way there and all the way back and i. I just kinda realised that today when I realised I had been whispering the same two words to myself over and over again (wtf???) (It was “apollo nooooo”)

I’m sorry if this makes no sense I just had to rant ha