he smiled for her even though he KNEW what was happening; he KNEW he was going to get hit, he KNEW his kindness was being used against him, he KNEW HE KNEW HE WKNE WJKF BUT HE STILL FUCKING GAVE ERI A SMILE BC HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER MAKE HER SAD AGAIN AND THAT INCLUDES THIS AND HOHH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK WE DONT DESERVE HIM FUCK