Hdhshs they told me to kill myself and they seemed reallyyy upset so I can only assume it’s because of the banner I made about truscum not interacting after I blocked one of those who reblogged my post because I have *no* fucking clue why else someone would be so upset lmao
I work in an ER and we see suicides all the time. And we get at least 3 suicidal ideations a night. We all care about you. I promise, we do. A team of complete strangers who have worked 3+ 12 hour shifts this week who are being screamed at all day and night and probably haven’t had lunch and trust me, we still love you and care about you.
We had a 16 year old patient last night who we couldn’t save. We were in that room with this patient for over an hour, we did everything we could.
And let me tell you, we all cried. The EMT’s, the nurses, the doctor. We all huddled together in the doctors dictation room and cried.
I went through the rest of my shift with smudged mascara and tracks on my cheeks.
I remember the names of all the patients that have taken their lives on my shifts.
I remember squeezing the hands, smoothing the hair, kissing the foreheads, and wiping away the blood and the vomit of every patient that has left me too soon.
I can still see every face that I have zipped into a body bag.
Trust me, someone cares about you. You have never met them yet. You don’t ever think about them. They are never remembered when you talk about heroes and role models.
But someone loves you.
damn….
This made me cry
When I was in hospital being seen to, being bandaged and sedated and surrounded by medical staff, my family was ignoring my calls, my friends hadn’t cared to check in. I felt terrified and hopeless and so very unimportant that it was taking everything it had in me to not drink the cleaning products left nearby by one of the cleaners, to make sure I finished the job properly.
There was a nurse though, who came into my room with a soft smile, who held my hand, who took away the bottles when she noticed me watching them for too long. There was a nurse that plugged in my phone to charge in case my family called back, that took away the bloody cloths the paramedics had left me with, that helped me put my hair up when it was sticking to my tear streaked face, because my arms were too sore to do it myself.
There was a nurse that saved my life twice in one night, who made me feel that I was worth being looked after, and her name was Emma and she was the most beautiful person I’ve met.
Months later, I was visiting my mother at the same hospital whilst she was incapacitated with back concerns. Whilst I sat and watched my mum sleeping, a nurse approached to check up on her. She met my gaze and she smiled immediately, face lit with recognition, and she said “oh my gosh, hey! How are you doing?”
People definitely do care about us even if we don’t think they do, and to the original poster?
Your faces are never forgotten either.
You’re more than heroes to me.
Im not crying you are
More crying
Asking my brother what he thinks the outcome of an Ace Attorney trial will be while he’s in the middle of it is the greatest thing ever
Me: How do you think Jack Hammer died?
Him: He went to studio 2 and committed suicide and then someone moved his body!
Me, dying of laughter cuz that’s now what happened: Okay
Spread this fucker’s face around like there’s no tomorrow, him and the system put his victim through hell until she couldn’t take it anymore, all because they had powerful connections. This is why it’s hard for rape victims to report what happened, because the system is constantly failing them.
WHAT THE FUCK ??
Oh my God I have this terrible urge to fight everyone now
Also, all those therapists who wouldn’t see her should be fired or have their license taken away.
I would.
Don’t take your life.
Do not do that.
There is always someone in tge world that appreciates and loves you.
I will always be here for every person I meet!
“Take care of yourself Kid, ‘Cause someone really cares about you.”
~ Sans, Undertale
Yes
yes !
Of course! Like who wouldn’t
I was i quess did it a little today already, so ofcourse!!
i dont care how long it would take me. as long as that person is alive and well and happy
4th reblog.
I did do that a little while ago…
Suicide has been one of the many things I want to do…. No one would care if im gone…..
I don’t think suicide should even be something that is considered. Although it may seem no one cares about you, you will be greatly missed once you’re gone…
Kawaii fox you don’t know how I feel…..
I’m ugly…… Weird……
No one loves me……
Of course someone loves you, your family, followers, and friends! @whiteroses-blacklove and I bet your beautiful and weird is ok, and if you think your weird you should meet me
You don’t seen weird at all!
You seem amazing and nice!
Whatever you’re goin’ through we got your back! You’re not alone! Take care of yourself kid, cuz someone really cares about ya. Alot of someones actually
Yes
ive done it before. i keep doing it. i will never stop doing it. even if i fail. i will never stop trying!
I would always do, but sadly I have no one for my own to do so for me.
Have done this before. Sadly it wasn’t just normal suicidal thoughts. The guy was having an anxiety attack as well as hearing voices. If I hadn’t been talking to him on Skype at that time I fret to think what would have happened.
i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
Never don’t reblog this.
There are so many people who have such bad anxiety about phone calls.
This can save so many lives
Every 40 seconds someone commits suicide.
If you feel like your the next person, watch the clock till the end and remind yourself you’ll be okay in another 40 seconds.
this needs to be on everyone’s blog
this is fucking crazy.
Woah
Reblog this
Reblog this
That’s so sad…
I don’t care if this doesn’t go with the theme of your blog, please repost 💖
it bothers me way more than it should that it’s counting down super fast. Like were they looking at the timer for the original super mario bros when they made this? cause that thing isn’t normal seconds, it’s speedy seconds like this gif
Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.
It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.
Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.
Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.
Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.
Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.
If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:
My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.
If you are thinking of taking your life, call:
1-800-784-2433
1-800-SUICIDE
You stupid motherfuckers, don’t you dare not reblog this. Because this deserves 100K notes more than pictures of your favourite gay couple or cute cats, and yet it has 243 notes. 243 fucking notes? Fuck that. Fucking signal boost this.
I wish she had seen this.
You could save a life tonight with just one reblog
guys you could save a life tonight I dont care if your a colour blog or whatever reblog this now
There will never be a time when I don’t reblog this
Forever reblog. Please, please reblog this
Always reblog always
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This is the best AITA because on the actual matter at hand I'd say he's kinda right (ish), $4900 for a week of work is really good money and they can always celebrate later. He should have obviously talked it over with her first but still. What makes him an asshole (or just like, a really really weird person) is every other detail that is tangentially mentioned.
